Montsho

Language | Setswana

Written by | Omphile Molusi

Performed by | Thato Barileng Malebye

Directed by | MoMo Matsunyane

Ulwimi | Setswana

ubhalwe ngu | Omphile Molusi

Umlawuli | MoMo Matsunyane 

Umdlali | Thato Barileng Malebye

This Setswana monologue zooms into how a young woman’s desire for visibility and beauty, coupled with a desperate need to escape being ridiculed for her dark skin, leads to a confrontation with God.

Since God has betrayed her by making her dark-skinned, ugly and poor, making it impossible for her to be like the Khayi Mbau’s and the Mshoza’s of the world, Montsho, the dark one, will take it upon herself to remake herself in whatever way she can. In her confrontation with with God, she says “Get away from me, God who despises me, allow me to dress myself in brightness so I may be seen. Will you punish me for granting joy to myself? Will you punish me for turning against what you created?” after which she switches to asking for forgiveness in advance because she will not back down.

After smearing generous amounts of make up in attempt to disappear the darkness of her skin, she is left with a version of herself that she does not recognise. Struggling to accept this new version but detesting the older version even more, she finds herself trapped in this state, unable to make peace with any version of herself.

Lomboniso ubhalwe ngesiTswana usijongisa kwintwazana ethe yaneminqweno yokubonakala, kwaye nobuhle, ihamba nethemba lokuyeka ukubayintlekisa ngenxa yolusu lwakhe olumnyama. Lonto iye imenze afune ukujongana noThixo ubuqu. Kuba wangcathwa nguThixo wamdala wabanolusu olumnyama, wabambi kwaye wabalihlwempu. Lonto yenze ukuba ngoKhanyi Mbau noMshoza belihlabathi ibeyinto engenakukwenzeka. , Umnyamane, yena ubuqu uzakuzi bonela icebo lokuzidala nangayiphi na indlela athe wakwazi ngayo. Kwincoko yakhe noThixo uthi “Suka kum, Thixo ndini ondicaphukelayo, ndivumele ndizinxibise okukhanyileyo kwenzele ndibonakale. Uyakundehlwaya na ngokuzinika uvuyo? Uyakundehlwaya na ngokujikela lento uyidalileyo?” Gqiba atshintshe acele uxolo engekenzi monakalo, ngokuba akazuzijika izenzo zakhe. Emveni kokuzityabeka ngodaka lobuhle ezama ukufihla ubumnyama bolusu lwakhe, usala nento ebuyena angayaziyo. Ebunzimeni bokwamnkela lendlela azenzengayo, nale adalwe eyiyo, uzifumana ekwingxaki yokungazamnkeli nakweyiphi na indalo.

This is a project of the Market Theatre Laboratory